Manners and common sense

I seriously thought everyone was born with common sense because manners are taught. I know you have manners; all parents teach their kids some manners. I know you have common sense, cuz you're so similar to me and I'm pretty fucking logical (sorry to seem arrogant, it's just that I base all my actions on weighing decisions and probabilities and other stuff like that and to me, that is logic). So if I let you talk and listen to you without interrupting you and just being there for you, I would think you would do the same for me. I thought that our relationship is a two-way street, but I guess it's only when we agree. When we don't agree, you turn into something else and start arguing and close that two-way street into a dead end. In the end, I forget what I wanted to say, but all that anger and bitterness is still there. Normally, I'd look over this, but this has gone long enough. I'm a patient person, I look over many things. I'm forgiving and people don't realize that what I do, I do on purpose. By nature I am a paranoid person and I cover up all of my tracks, so I'm never doing anything without knowing its consequences. But when you start arguing my rants...that's going too far. How do you expect me to tell you anything when every time I try to, I get a full on debate with it? Like water, I'll take the path of least resistance LOL school nerd :P If every time I get a debate, I might as well shut up and suck it up and not say anything.

I guess this can go under "Things that annoy Kevin". For sure, this is one of them. I like blogging, it gives me a chance to talk to myself. Ahhhh, I thought I could never get mad at you...but you proved me wrong. FUCK ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I hate being angry. It's just a nasty negative feeling. I'll update later.


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-nweezy